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I want to say horrible things about her....I want to wish her death and destruction. But even in this, that's not what ERIK would have wanted. He loved her, he protected her...he WOULD NOT have hurt her. The articles I've read are BOGUS. Everyone knows Stubbs was a strong man, physically, emotionally and mentally. If he wanted to hurt her, he would have, she wouldn't have had time to defend herself. She stabbed him IN THE CHEST...she wanted him dead. My flesh wants to kill her but my spirit is praying for her and especially her children. Stubbs has been a part of my life since I was 16 years old. He was always my protective, funny, caring and loving big brother and as adults our relationship flourished into so much more. I am lost. I am confused. But instead of condemning her, as I know he would not want us to do. My focus is on supporting everyone whose lives he touched. And there were so many. He was the joy of my life, constant source of smiles. Maya Angelou said people will forget what you tell them or give them, etc., but they will never forget how you made them feel. I know all of us who love Stubbs will NEVER forget how good he made us feel. I love you STUBBS so so much! Now it's really going to be "allotta days" until I see you again. Rest in HIS Sweet Peace my friend!!